Trying to start over...again!

It's never too late to start....right?

I am always starting over and beginning fresh on my journey to become healthy. It never seems to stick for a long period of time. I thought maybe blogging all about it would help, but eventually I started falling off track and then, well, I don't want to blog about it because I am embarrassed by what I did or didn't do healthwise.

At this point it isn't about losing weight any more, it's just about finding a place that I am happy to be with my diet and exercise. When I eat better and excercies, I feel better. Sounds like it should be easy to do that then. Wrong! The problem is, I can't get my lazy ass off the couch these days! I am almost done getting my MBA and pretty much done planning our wedding and all I want to do is NOTHING! I have to stop that though. I have to push forward and do what I know will make me happy in the long run.

I have been keeping up with a lot of "healthy" blogs and I see the struggles that everyone has to go through....not just me. The process of being healthy is a daily task. Making the right decisions and choices for the day is always going to have to be a hard decision for me. Of course I will want the bagel and cream cheese, but I need to actively decide that the english muffin with all natural peanut butter is probably the better way to go.

I am going to try and get my blog up and running again and make the daily effort to get on here and log what I ate for the day, what I did for exercise and the struggles or obstacles that I had to over come.

I know I won't be perfect at this and I know that I am going to fall sometimes, but hopefully this will be a daily reminder to keep going and keep my goals in check.

I am starting over again....today!